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For those of you who may be interested.
After ten days of staring intently at the letterbox. Our noble hero's motionless vigil was finally rewarded, as the blue badge of parking happiness finally arrived on his doormat. Slowly he creaked into life and bent down to pick it up. Dislodging no small amount of dust, several spiders, who had taken his stillness as a gift from their web making Gods and one somewhat confused pigeon, who had perched on his head, thinking he was a statue. (Because, no matter how impossible, or improbable, there is always one.)
OK, perhaps it didn't happen quite like that. But, finally, religiously looking for and checking to see if it had arrived yet, has paid off and I can stop worrying about whether the various emails telling me that it was going to arrive, were actually some sort of mistake and that it was never going to. No, now I can start worrying instead, that getting one at all is some sort of blunder and I will be getting a demand soon for it to be returned.
For which the only thing I can say is, why, brain, why?
Brain: Because it is how I roll. Clearly from past experience, it is a possibility.
Despite the fact that something like this, hasn't happened, far more times than it has.
Brain: Question not, how the system operates. Oh, and have a side order of, suddenly being confronted by the confirmation of how much more disabled you are now, and likely to stay that way, than you were before Christmas and having to come to terms with that too.
Damn! Stupid contradictory brain, just one of them would have been enough. 😒
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