Lately I have been pondering how much of my natural personality is repressed because my ADHD requires significant energy and I have a chronic illness that is exacerbated by exertion and involves bone crushing fatigue.
Hmmm.
When I’m having a better health day, I can burn through energy reserves completely and have a health crash if I allow myself to be spontaneous, get side tracked, get excited, physically move more including stimming… the list goes on.
I miss those sides to myself.
I feel jailed inside this body most days.
I dream of physical freedom. 🐎
