I realized something today: despite being exhausted with respect to my day job / career, on the weekends I am restless unless I am busy with something "productive". It doesn't have to be like, intense work or anything, it just has to be something I can point to as an accomplishment.
On the one hand, this is good for me to avoid becoming a couch potato. On the other, this shows how #capitalism has conditioned me into a drone that can't relax.