aspielife

Still mentally unfit, but I'll try...

Used as a money printing scheme, I was evicted from my previous homeshare where I had a basement suite into this one inside a 2.5m x 2.5m bedroom, where my Govt money was used to fund the landlords to have a baby. The baby is now born & it means insane amounts of me time that I can't interrupt. This also means no food is prepared when nursing is more important.

My friend tried to get a Toyota Corolla to help but he needs a $250 alternator. Unfortunately he's also being loan sharked by his peers at the moment.

My roommate was evicted over not being correctly monitored for his medication changes, for which my landlords don't know what mental health means & kept calling 911.

Please give. Anything helps.

North American donations: https://ko-fi.com/jackvancouver/goal?g=18

EU donations: https://gofund.me/007216f9

#emergencyaid #emergencyaidneeded #emergencyaidneededasap #emergencyaidneededrightnow #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidneeded #aspie #aspielife @autistics @actuallyautistic

Here's a thread for @autistics to catch up on what I've been posting to @actuallyautistic

My GoFundMe was successful at repairing a lemon iPhone as my latest crisis aversion, but this GoFundMe has been needed over the past several months to battle landlords that have at complete random not been supplying food because they would rather Netflix and Chill.

Before that, I was asking for donations to survive a impending eviction that happened on June 20th, 2024, over the extreme accusation that I was an arsonist as painted by my social worker.

As of now, I have $150 to pay for video hosting bills coming up on June 13th, but I only have $50 remaining after that till the 25th. (I owe money for a screen protector too)

More details in later posts, for now, donation links:

North American donations: https://ko-fi.com/jackvancouver/goal?g=16

EU donations: https://gofund.me/007216f9

#emergencyaid #emergencyaidneeded #emergencyaidneededasap #emergencyaidneededrightnow #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidneeded #aspie #aspielife

My close local friend lucked out with the pieces falling into place, but my nerves are frayed from trauma and stress.

You know that feeling everyone is against you for doing something wrong, and then they keep you guessing forever and are never direct? This is directly contributing to my paranoia and believing there will always be people against me and I can never let my guard down. #aspie #aspielife @autistics @actuallyautistic

I was anticipating a solution to my friend's car problems, but because the seller of a vehicle was always on call to their job, they held off the sale for an entire month while the seller goes to work.

Given I've lost all means to cope while stuck with cabin fever, I was hoping progress would mute my habit of meltdowns. Now nothing is preventing it. I've already lost internet friends & stand to lose more. Last friend I lost was because my peer supports weren't there & my psychologist was away for an entire week.

Basically food money or money towards repaying debt/hobby projects is going to keep me sane. My roommate was arrested for mental health and I'm sure another meltdown will make my landlords 911 trigger happy.

North American donations: https://ko-fi.com/jackvancouver/goal?g=16

EU donations: https://gofund.me/007216f9

#emergencyaid #emergencyaidneeded #emergencyaidneededasap #emergencyaidneededrightnow #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidneeded #aspie #aspielife @autistics @actuallyautistic

Y'all deserve a new thread:

Latest social worker response to my psychologist was is "we have units available in catchment, but your client is stubborn and picky." In typical neurotypical sarcasm.

Roommate is 99% not coming back. I might have a loss on keyboards and RAM I bought them.

False promises were made for food security when the reality is my landlords having a baby WILL mean they forget. (Noise is also unavoidable)

Topping it all off, peer support is still depending on a reliable vehicle and that still hasn't had any solid promises.

Buffer money (for food and supplies) is desperately needed to maintain my "model tenant" status (by allowing 1000% me time) which was recently confirmed by my social worker.

North American donations: https://ko-fi.com/jackvancouver/goal?g=17

EU donations: https://gofund.me/007216f9

#emergencyaid #emergencyaidneeded #emergencyaidneededasap #emergencyaidneededrightnow #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaidneeded #aspie #aspielife @autistics @actuallyautistic

Well fuck.

Got noise canceling headphones because of the incoming baby.

FIRST USE IN PUBLIC, a lady in a wheelchair yells to get by on the sidewalk, couldn't hear her.

#FML #aspie #aspielife @autistics @actuallyautistic

I need a break from being endlessly judged.

I need a break from new trauma thanks to circumstances allowing it regularly.

I need a break from ignorance that serves for the benefit of others.

This isn't living. I want my life back.

@autistics @actuallyautistic @actuallyautistics #aspie #aspielife